A woman lights herself on fire again and again. Each time she thinks she can control the fire, or at least delay the progress of its flames. The little flames that singe the surface of her tiny blonde hairs and race up her arms and legs. When the heat rises, she takes a sip of ice water. Then a glass, a quart, a gallon. She breathes in to the count of ten and exhales slowly to the count of twenty. Next she counts to fifty. Then one hundred. She tries to blow out the flames one by one. Nights she runs into the streets like a human torch, crying out when she can not sleep. Days she visits therapists who prescribe pills. Pills and more pills. She collects them until she has hundreds, then thousands. Then she swallows them all. Oh yes, she takes them all at once. Nothing works. Her desperation fans the fire. Her desperation becomes the fire. Sometimes she even talks to the flames. Go away! Now! The fire never listens. It can’t. The fire keeps blazing inside her lips, guts, and groin. The fire knows what every fire knows. It must do only what she commands. It knows that Go away means, Come. Now! More! It has no choice but to fry her again and again.
End of the poem
15 random poems
- Владимир Корнилов – Беатриче
- Нина Гаген-Торн – Колыма
- English Poetry. Richard Hovey. The Old Pine. Ричард Хави.
- Untitled #11 by Nijole Miliauskaite
- On The Queen’s Visit To London, The Night Of The 17th March 1789 by William Cowper
- Альфред Теннисон – Леди Клара Вер-де-Вер
- Night At The Marina by Shreekumar Varma
- The Aloe
- Arcady Unheeding by Siegfried Sassoon
- Who Fancied What A Pretty Sight by William Wordsworth
- Impromptu on Mrs. Riddell’s Birthday by Robert Burns
- Наталья Шевченко – Привилегия
- Adam: A Sacred Drama. Act 4. by William Cowper
- Владимир Высоцкий – Шляпник
- I have outlived my own desires by Alexander Pushkin (Pouchkine)
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Duckduckgo.com – the alternative in the US
Quant.com – a search engine from France, and also an alternative, at least for Europe
Yandex – the Russian search engine (it’s probably the best search engine for image searches).
